Thursday, July 8, 2010
Good Night from Berlin
I took this picture at 10pm from our suite... It stays light here until like 11, I asked Nicolas why and he said in his german accent "America is very dark, the rest of the world very light" lol!! Can't wait to tell you about everything today, we are off to a night tour of Berlin! Good Night. XOXO
FABULOUS DAY!!!
Don't have time to tell you about it, but will tomorrow! Amazing, Fantastic, I feel like I'm in another world, I guess I am... LOL!!! I guess people only could dream of these things, it doesn't seem real, but it is, and I LOVE IT!! And Nicolas is the best teacher ever!!! Here is a glimpse of my day, this is a personal pic of Picasso himself, from "N" museum!! Crazy!! I felt like I was a part of history, just incredible...
"Activities of the Day"
I have no idea, LOL!! Slept in and missed my morning meeting!! The time changed again, and I wasn't quite adjusted, I woke up at 11:45, woops! I'm ordering breakfast, going to take a shower, and walk around a bit. I have a car picking me up this afternoon to go to the designers studio, where I can pick out whatever I want to wear tonight! And then some dinner and party... Will take lots of pictures for sure today! The weather is perfect!! It's about 80 here! xoxo
Yesterday...
It was very busy and very crazy, and sooo much fun! Unfortunately I have no pictures because Perussio had packed my things including the camera and put on the plane ahead of time. So I will try to recap everything and sure I will forget a lot! Met "Your Excellency" at lunch, again can't make this up, who ever thought those words would come out of my mouth, lol, very fascinating... Then Perussio drove me around london giving me his version of history, which was very educational yet very funny at the same time! We saw Buckingham Palace (much smaller than I expected, Nicolas thinks I'm crazy, he says what 500 rooms is not big enough for the Queen) then the Parliment, Something Square?, LONDON BRIDGE, London Towers, and some place where they killed people, by drowning, when they went against the King...
Next we went back to hotel picked up Nicolas, and were off to the airport, it ended up being a 2hr drive, which didn't go by so well with Nicolas, LOL, he kept saying Perussio did we decide to drive to Berlin instead!! The traffic was insane, but Nicolas then gave me his own tour while we were in the car, as he was on the phone speaking way too many languages.. My quick tours of London was fun, most of all I think I was laughing the entire time!
Finally we arrived at the airport, We drive onto the runway, and I see an USA Air Force 1, some enormous Arab Empire Plane and then of course Nicolas plane all next to each other, it was a bit surreal... The flight was fantastic, Nicolas worked most of the time on plane, went thru his closet to choose clothes for Berlin and took a small nap on the couch, then wokeup to him giving me a tour of Germany from the sky! I was shocked how green it was and how many trees there were, he said what did you think it was Siberia! (I will take pictures from plane on next flight)
As soon as we landed, we went straight to Calvin Klein Party, it had naked models everywhere, and watched the World Cup there. Then we went straight to the Vogue Party. Met wonderful people, all fashion, and Nicolas is prettty famous here, so it was a lil bizarre, everyone taking pics of him... Met a designer who's party we are going to tonight and he is dressing me for tonights party! Very exciting, yet very scary, I have no idea what his clothes look like!!
We walked to the hotel, it was right next door, again another beautiful Hotel, and Perussio had all our things unpacked!! We were in bed by midnight, long but wonderful day!!!!
Next we went back to hotel picked up Nicolas, and were off to the airport, it ended up being a 2hr drive, which didn't go by so well with Nicolas, LOL, he kept saying Perussio did we decide to drive to Berlin instead!! The traffic was insane, but Nicolas then gave me his own tour while we were in the car, as he was on the phone speaking way too many languages.. My quick tours of London was fun, most of all I think I was laughing the entire time!
Finally we arrived at the airport, We drive onto the runway, and I see an USA Air Force 1, some enormous Arab Empire Plane and then of course Nicolas plane all next to each other, it was a bit surreal... The flight was fantastic, Nicolas worked most of the time on plane, went thru his closet to choose clothes for Berlin and took a small nap on the couch, then wokeup to him giving me a tour of Germany from the sky! I was shocked how green it was and how many trees there were, he said what did you think it was Siberia! (I will take pictures from plane on next flight)
As soon as we landed, we went straight to Calvin Klein Party, it had naked models everywhere, and watched the World Cup there. Then we went straight to the Vogue Party. Met wonderful people, all fashion, and Nicolas is prettty famous here, so it was a lil bizarre, everyone taking pics of him... Met a designer who's party we are going to tonight and he is dressing me for tonights party! Very exciting, yet very scary, I have no idea what his clothes look like!!
We walked to the hotel, it was right next door, again another beautiful Hotel, and Perussio had all our things unpacked!! We were in bed by midnight, long but wonderful day!!!!
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Good Morning! Good Morning!
Last night was so wonderful, had an amazing romantic dinner. Slept great, and we were up by 8:30am. It's now 10:30 and Im already showered, dressed and sitting here eating my breakfast while Nicolas is already in a meeting with the owner of very well known clothing line in the other room, very entertaining... Anyways I thought I would share "The Activities" for today per Nicolas:
10am - Mtg w/Max (my option to join)
11:30 - Porussio(Driver) will come to pack me up, lol!!
12 - Porussio will take me sightseeing, lol!! Per Nicolas, I must explore!!!
1:15 - Lunch with Prime Minister of Pakistan? ( I couldn't make this up, even if I wanted too)
Again my option, but would like me to at least stop by
3:30 - Porussio must have me back from sightseeing
3:35 - leave to airport going to Berlin!!
Thats all I know so far... I know when we get to Berlin I think we may watch the World cup, amazing for him to even mention, lol! I will have to explain it all to him, lol! and also it is fashion week in Berlin, so we will attend some of that but too early for details... And I guess his Museum is tomorrow... So thats my first half of the day! Told you he keeps me busy... Will have some pics to post today once I get back from sight seeing! Talk to you from Berlin! xoxo
10am - Mtg w/Max (my option to join)
11:30 - Porussio(Driver) will come to pack me up, lol!!
12 - Porussio will take me sightseeing, lol!! Per Nicolas, I must explore!!!
1:15 - Lunch with Prime Minister of Pakistan? ( I couldn't make this up, even if I wanted too)
Again my option, but would like me to at least stop by
3:30 - Porussio must have me back from sightseeing
3:35 - leave to airport going to Berlin!!
Thats all I know so far... I know when we get to Berlin I think we may watch the World cup, amazing for him to even mention, lol! I will have to explain it all to him, lol! and also it is fashion week in Berlin, so we will attend some of that but too early for details... And I guess his Museum is tomorrow... So thats my first half of the day! Told you he keeps me busy... Will have some pics to post today once I get back from sight seeing! Talk to you from Berlin! xoxo
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
London
We are staying at a beautiful very elegant Hotel, Its very European, very proper, fancy, everyone in suits... The suite is AMAZING! And I have my own dressing room... Unfortunately I haven't been able to see Nicolas yet since the messup at the airport, he should be here shortly. His Driver/the man who is always with him, is here with me now and he's packing up Nicolas' things for our trip tomorrow to Berlin!!! I would tell you his name but I don't want to even guess how to spell it, Don't even think I say it correctly... But he's fantastic and keeps me in on the loop about everything, makes sure I'm always taken care of, and he's adorable... Oh my goodness the Butler is here also and looks at my feet and says "where are your slippers"! And is now putting them on my feet!!
This is far from my Turkey trip!! Must get ready for dinner, will check in later! XOXO
My First Impression
Almost disaster when I landed, my phone doesn't work, which meant I had no info about where or who or what I was doing... Then they couldn't find my luggage, at this point it was like 1:30 and I had landed at 12. I went to the lovely desk at Virgin Atlantic and they were Amazing and kept me laughing the entire time. Unfortunately it completely messed up Nicolas' schedule, well not really just my time that was scheduled with him, lol!! Kenny, my new friend, let me call Nicolas from the Virgin counter and he luckily answered... So all in all, what could have been really bad, turned out great and met some new people on the way. I hadn't even left the baggage claim area! My magic is working, lol!!!
From my new friend:
Kenneth from Virgin Atlantic
From my new friend:
![]() | ||
| cfre23@yahoo.com |
Hi Carrie,
I hope you managed to arrive at your hotel okay, I am sure there was enough men willing to help you find your way lol?
You were the talk of the department when I got back to the desk, someone even saw me helping you with getting your bottle of coke from the machine.
How are you getting on with sorting out a cell phone that works in the UK, it must suck not having a phone as it is probably your main "life line" while you are travelling?
Let me know when you find out your itinerary/work out what you want to do, as I would love to "hang out" with you "no pressure"
Don't get me wrong you are a very attractive woman but I am a man of my word so if we did meet it would be to have good time and there would be no expectations on my part
.
I guess what I am trying to say is, as you don't know me I want you to feel at ease meeting a relative stranger. I Can assure you working for Virgin Atlantic I have been security cleared and I don't have any convictions also you know where I work so you are safe
lol.
I am going to the gym now for a workout and I am planning to go to a local salsa lesson/club tonight.
Looking forward to hearing back from you. Here is my cell phone number: +44-7718 bye for now.
Kenneth x
I hope you managed to arrive at your hotel okay, I am sure there was enough men willing to help you find your way lol?
You were the talk of the department when I got back to the desk, someone even saw me helping you with getting your bottle of coke from the machine.
How are you getting on with sorting out a cell phone that works in the UK, it must suck not having a phone as it is probably your main "life line" while you are travelling?
Let me know when you find out your itinerary/work out what you want to do, as I would love to "hang out" with you "no pressure"
Don't get me wrong you are a very attractive woman but I am a man of my word so if we did meet it would be to have good time and there would be no expectations on my part
I guess what I am trying to say is, as you don't know me I want you to feel at ease meeting a relative stranger. I Can assure you working for Virgin Atlantic I have been security cleared and I don't have any convictions also you know where I work so you are safe
I am going to the gym now for a workout and I am planning to go to a local salsa lesson/club tonight.
Looking forward to hearing back from you. Here is my cell phone number: +44-7718 bye for now.
Europe here I come!
I am lucky enough to have a wonderful friend, Nicolas, who invited me to spend time with him and travel in Europe. So I wasted no time at the offer and got on a flight to London yesterday!!! Nicolas is quite adventurous, and I never know what to expect next, he keeps me on my toes and intrigued at all times, so it's going to be amazing!!!
The First Day of My New LIfe
Last Thursday was the first morning I woke up without anxiety, it was amazing! I have half my clothes and my babies at my my parents house, the room I'm staying in is probably half the size of my old bathroom, and you know what it doesn't bother me!! My parents and family are gracious enough to help me with Bronx, Madison, and Cali, and support me during my time of I guess exploration, adventure, searching...
Ally also set me up with her psychic for my first reading ever!!! It was crazzzzy!!! Very long story short, she told me I had just made the biggest life change ever and that was for the best because I am going to have A FABULOUS LIFE!! She says I have magic and angels surrounding me!! I even pulled the Lucky 7 card! She predicted this week, so so far sooo GOOD!!
Then Al took me to Soho house to have a lil celebration dinner and drinks, as always we had sooo much fun and its always interesting when you put the 2 of us together! So thank you again Ally! By the way this is a pic from us in Buffalo, was unable to blog about it because it was not bloggable, lol!! What happened in Buffalo, stays in Buffalo!
Ally also set me up with her psychic for my first reading ever!!! It was crazzzzy!!! Very long story short, she told me I had just made the biggest life change ever and that was for the best because I am going to have A FABULOUS LIFE!! She says I have magic and angels surrounding me!! I even pulled the Lucky 7 card! She predicted this week, so so far sooo GOOD!!
Then Al took me to Soho house to have a lil celebration dinner and drinks, as always we had sooo much fun and its always interesting when you put the 2 of us together! So thank you again Ally! By the way this is a pic from us in Buffalo, was unable to blog about it because it was not bloggable, lol!! What happened in Buffalo, stays in Buffalo!
Mansion to Pods
Last Wednesday I officially moved out of my home and put everything into PODS! When I walked out of my house that day, I never had felt so free!!! When I locked the door for the last time and walked away, I finally could breathe again!! It was the most amazing feeling ever, it was literally shutting the door on my past and walking straight in to a whole new life with endless possibilities! It felt reallllly good to feel alive again!
Trusting Myself
I have gone through more than I could ever had imagined in the past year... It has been really like living in an ongoing nightmare that never seemed to end. Looking at my life from the outside, everyone thought it was perfect and wished to have it... My life was full of lies, deceit, false hope, and honestly it was all fake... The worst part of it all is I knew this the entire time and did nothing about it... Basically it comes down to that I didn't want to deal with reality. If I just lived in my little bubble nothing could hurt me and I wouldn't feel anything and more importantly I wouldn't have to deal with myself! I lived this way for more years than I would like to admit... I hit rock bottom and was finally forced to deal with all the pain, hurt, and most of all my own demons... It's an ongoing struggle and fight but I can at least say I am dealing. I know for myself unless I am 1000% percent honest with myself I will not win this battle. It's time to trust myself and do what I know is best for me and I am the only one who holds the answers.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)

